In meinem Beitrag ‚Schreibblockaden und andere Widrigkeiten‘ habe ich euch schon erzählt, dass ich manchmal beim Schreiben an einer Szene feststecke und dann zur Ablenkung mich mit anderen Themen beschäftige.

Beim Schreiben von Ungestillte Sehnsucht habe ich unzählige Ideen gehabt, von denen es nicht alle ins Buch geschafft haben. Vor allen Dingen ist Musik entstanden, die zu bestimmten Szenen gepasst hätten, auf dur ich dann aber doch verzichtet habe.

Ich will sie trotzdem mit euch teilen, denn es hat mir Spaß gemacht, mit der KI zu spielen, und die beiden Songs, die dabei entstanden sind, hätten ganz gut zu der Geschichte gepasst.

I can’t fly

‚I can’t fly‘ ist das erste Lied, das ich mit euch teilen möchte. Es bringt Manuels Sehnsucht, ein Mädchen zu sein zum Ausdruck. Ein kurzer Ausschnitt kommt in der Geschichte vor. Hier das ganze Lied:

In a crowded room, I wear a mask,
Smiles around me, but I can’t ask,
For a moment of truth, a glimpse of the light,
But shadows whisper, „You’re not right.“

I’m lost in a world that doesn’t see,
Trapped in a body that’s not me,
Every heartbeat feels like a lie,
Loneliness echoes, and I can’t fly.

Reflections stare back, but they don’t know,
The battles I fight, the tears that flow,
In the silence, I scream, but no one hears,
Drowning in doubts, surrounded by fears.

I’m lost in a world that doesn’t see,
Trapped in a body that’s not me,
Every heartbeat feels like a lie,
Loneliness echoes, and I can’t fly.

Searching for solace in a restless night,
Wishing for wings to take me to light,
But the weight of the world pulls me down,
In this masquerade, I’m forever bound.

I’m lost in a world that doesn’t see,
Trapped in a body that’s not me,
Every heartbeat feels like a lie,
Loneliness echoes, and I can’t fly.

So I’ll keep walking this empty road,
Carrying dreams that feel like a load,
In the silence, I’ll find my way,
Hoping for dawn to break this gray.

Without Counterfeiting

Mylène Farmer hat 1990 das Lied „Sans contrefaçon“ veröffentlicht. Es beginnt mit der Frage eines Mädchens „Dis Maman, pourquoi je suis pas un garçon?“ („Mama, wieso bin ich kein Junge?“)

Ich habe den Text auf Englisch übersetzt, ‚boy‘ durch ‚girl‘ ersetzt und mithilfe von Duck.ai umschreiben lassen.

Musik zu 'Ungestillte Sehnsucht': Without Counterfeiting

Anschließend hat mir die Künstliche Intelligenz die Musik dazu generiert. Ich habe es mehrere Male versucht und diese Fassung hat mir am Ende am besten gefallen.

Since we have to choose
With sweet words, I can say it
Without counterfeiting, I am a girl
And for an empire, I don’t want to undress
Since without counterfeiting, I am a girl

All alone in my closet
With black circles around my eyes
Out of sight
I defy chance
In this world that has neither head nor tail
I only do as I please
A handkerchief tucked into my pants

Since we have to choose
With sweet words, I can say it
Without counterfeiting, I am a girl
And for an empire, I don’t want to undress
Since without counterfeiting, I am a girl

One after the other, they chase me away
From your Associations
I don’t allow anyone to threaten my resolutions
I don’t care what people say
I’m a chameleon
Watch out for my tin soldiers
They’re the ones who’ll kill you

Since you have to choose
With sweet words, I can say it
Without counterfeiting, I am a girl
And for an empire, I don’t want to undress
Since without counterfeiting, I am a girl

Since you have to choose
With sweet words, I can say it
Without counterfeiting, I am a girl
And for an empire, I don’t want to undress
Since without counterfeiting, I am a girl

Since you have to choose
With sweet words, I can say it
Without counterfeiting, I am a girl
And for an empire, I don’t want to undress
Since without counterfeiting, I am a girl

Since you have to choose
With sweet words, I can say it
Without counterfeiting, I am a girl
And for an empire, I don’t want to undress
Since without counterfeiting, I am a girl
Since we must choose
With sweet words, I can say it
Without counterfeiting, I am a girl
And for an empire, I don’t want to undress
Since without counterfeiting, I am a girl

Since we must choose
With sweet words, I can say it
Without counterfeiting, I am a girl
And for an empire, I don’t want to undress
Since without counterfeiting, I am a girl

Since we must choose
With sweet words, I can say it
Without counterfeiting, I am a girl
And for an empire, I don’t want to undress
Since without counterfeiting, I am a girl
Since we have to choose
With sweet words, I can say it
Without counterfeiting, I am a girl
And for an empire, I don’t want to undress
Since without counterfeiting, I am a girl

All alone in my closet
With black circles around my eyes
Out of sight
I defy chance
In this world that has neither head nor tail
I only do as I please
A handkerchief tucked into my pants

Since we have to choose
With sweet words, I can say it
Without counterfeiting, I am a girl
And for an empire, I don’t want to undress
Since without counterfeiting, I am a girl

One after the other, they chase me away
From your Associations
I don’t allow anyone to threaten my resolutions
I don’t care what people say
I’m a chameleon
Watch out for my tin soldiers
They’re the ones who’ll kill you

Since you have to choose
With sweet words, I can say it
Without counterfeiting, I am a girl
And for an empire, I don’t want to undress
Since without counterfeiting, I am a girl

Since you have to choose
With sweet words, I can say it
Without counterfeiting, I am a girl
And for an empire, I don’t want to undress
Since without counterfeiting, I am a girl

Since you have to choose
With sweet words, I can say it
Without counterfeiting, I am a girl
And for an empire, I don’t want to undress
Since without counterfeiting, I am a girl

Since you have to choose
With sweet words, I can say it
Without counterfeiting, I am a girl
And for an empire, I don’t want to undress
Since without counterfeiting, I am a girl
Since we must choose
With sweet words, I can say it
Without counterfeiting, I am a girl
And for an empire, I don’t want to undress
Since without counterfeiting, I am a girl

Since we must choose
With sweet words, I can say it
Without counterfeiting, I am a girl
And for an empire, I don’t want to undress
Since without counterfeiting, I am a girl

Since we must choose
With sweet words, I can say it
Without counterfeiting, I am a girl
And for an empire, I don’t want to undress
Since without counterfeiting, I am a girl


Mehr über die starken Heldinnen in meinen Geschichten findet ihr in dieser Übersicht.

Isabella Buchfink

Isabella Buchfink ist ein Pseudonym. Sie schreibt Science Fiction, Thriller und Fantasy-Geschichten. Sie lebt im Süden Deutschlands und arbeitet im Realen Leben in der ungefährlichen Welt der IT. Neue Bücher sind in Bearbeitung und noch gehen ihr die Ideen nicht aus…

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